Laura the angelic Vampire alien queen

Why can't I sense you around then like I could at the park with holy Ghost & the other park with Tecky? It makes me worry. Even so u may get to be with me when you're "around" u know where and the dreams but I don't. U don't care that I don't get to b with you? This is what Im talking about y I want us to be done u don't give a single fck about me u only watch out for yourseof. U don't care how I feel. U use trauma as an excuse to not see me. U okay with my heart. U never are there for me. U only talk to me to when you're jealous. I'm tired of it. Find someone else to b with like that. I regret every time I say I'm done then change my mind. No more. Done. I'm finding someone else.