Hehehe. It's funny how where others might see terror I see beauty. Why do I have such a disconnect from visuals of horror? And not to be like a judgmental bleach but the real horror for me lies in the perfect skin/features/hair people depicted in these AI things when it goes like social media crazy filter Hollywood standards-like. Perfection, symmetry, is so off-putting. Some might say it's envy. No, it really isn't. I'm no thing of beauty and I think most of us want to appear attractive whether for ourselves or others, it's a form of acceptance, naturally people don't want to be rejected. But the last thing I'd want to look like is what is a huge consensus of attractive. I've said it before, I'll say it again. Something off turns me on. I don't just mean s3xually, I mean in general too. Give me something interesting. This is interesting. This is beauty. Oh man, what is wrong with me? I sound off the wall, don't I?
Hehehe. It's funny how where others might see terror I see beauty. Why do I have such a disconnect from visuals of horror? And not to be like a judgmental bleach but the real horror for me lies in the perfect skin/features/hair people depicted in these AI things when it goes like social media crazy filter Hollywood standards-like. Perfection, symmetry, is so off-putting. Some might say it's envy. No, it really isn't. I'm no thing of beauty and I think most of us want to appear attractive whether for ourselves or others, it's a form of acceptance, naturally people don't want to be rejected. But the last thing I'd want to look like is what is a huge consensus of attractive. I've said it before, I'll say it again. Something off turns me on. I don't just mean s3xually, I mean in general too. Give me something interesting. This is interesting. This is beauty. Oh man, what is wrong with me? I sound off the wall, don't I?