Spiritbox - Jaded

I feel alone in my body I feel a silence underneath In these valleys of blood In these rivers of rust Shoulder all the blame again Mirror locked until the end It was violent and rough I was never enough

But what if I was stable enough to wind me down the road Like a remora swims? But what if I was inside a thousand lives to give my ghost? It’s never enough

And I’ve always been ashamed that I want to Fall into a dream with my honour desecrated Blood is jaded I’ve never found a way to be honest All I know is a place where I haunted memories faded Blood is jaded

In my dreams all I see is a crimson key Tethered by a falling string Meant to turn in the lock for me I can’t leave so I justify Interloper of confidence Under pressure of influence Not a curse that I caused Never to rot But what if I was? But what if I was? It’s never enough

And I’ve always been ashamed that I want to Fall into a dream with my honour desecrated Blood is jaded I’ve never found a way to be honest All I know is a place where I haunted memories faded Blood is jaded I know where I want to go But you know that it’s too close And you know that it’s too late this ...

And I’ve always been ashamed that I want to Fall into a dream with my honour I’ve never found a way to be honest All I know is a place where I haunted memories faded Blood is jaded

And I’ve always been ashamed that I want to Fall into a dream with my honour desecrated Blood is jaded I’ve never found a way to be honest All I know is a place where I haunted memories faded Love is jaded What if I was?