The pen, take it please

If you give me the pen, please, I can show you many things. Drawings the show more words thans I could ever speak, rapidly rapidly I'm a no body. I guess I really don't know anything or what it means but then. After days someone found me, you found me. The best moment in my life, the worst moments in my life, they all seem to ha from this very site. I don't know why? Used the pen ,take please and see what I have down in red ink." You're just like me, I can't believe this is really happening. I could have been like you wouldn't that have been neat." my source of joy, restart my course, didn't you know you were more. You Put me out of despair, you know, it was more out there. To all those times i live tho mistakes and deceit. Cross it out with the ink, and make me feel my stupidity. Doesn't help with everyone correcting me, correcting me. My whole life make me feel Indecisiving. Anything i wrote down and drawn don't seem to show my feelings. Even if I'm staving, tho there is nothing.