<lora:AI Fever Dream:0.5> <lora:HisBride special:0.25> My S.A.D. comes in the spring.
With triggers from dates of birthdays & things.
In winter I'm sluggish, fat and a bit lazy,
The holiday season is so uplifting I'm hazy.
And just when the flowers begin to perfume the air,
My soul becomes crippled and I'm painfully aware.
Everything around me is blooming and full of life,
But inside me is heartbreak, neglecting and strife.
Memories of traumas I've been through and caused
Come pouring down and thundering as living is paused.
They flood in and remind me of everything I lost.
It's a never-ending battle to always count the cost.
April Fool's Day was the day I got wise...
The Holy Spirit called me, and I put down the pipe.
13 years it's been since that fateful day...
How LUCKY I am to live and break away.
Birth days and death days and days for mom and dad
Taunt my emotions making me sad & mad: they whisper to me I'm nothing but bad.
But life goes on anyway and I look to the North ...
And I remember God told me to always MARCH FORTH!
Moody :: dramatic :: perfectly detailed : middle aged woman :: HDR : perfectly drawn (middle aged:1.3) face :
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