The Collage of Life

"I’m out again train left though maybe minutes wait need early morning office work bank account deposit always few owe lot cash think gold silver retirement pay up anyway walk always one more thing going never having time hours desk head cloud incredibly long day run down emotions tears despite myself problem don’t break go way over here path can’t even look now it’s **** brandy later writing something help I’ve started thinking flaws shouldn’t I’ll fake best billion dollar make believe want poems responsible forget words oh well leave open door home finally tequila double write pages needed days ago instead done today ideas end selfcare comes next eating attack shower week then weekend ahead cyclical trains York street station swipe new guy won’t text didn’t invite place keep looking phone till heart upset tonight another goodbye soon already sit still do little good take back life pulling through somehow guess that’s right hope I won" -text by Natural Disaster