As I reflect on the current progress, I'm experiencing some anxiety about the potential outcome. The visual I'm getting is one of a complex, high-stakes scenario, similar to a dramatic film.

Absolutely bejs, un-real, unstated, cannot be, make do, and not make sense. Not again, not anymore; yet something is yet to come. Create it all; make those brand new thoughts and sights, as chaotic as ever. Let me see the really huge hurts deep inside my heart and head-an enormous battle show, like a ...