🎈Creation no. 1000🎈 : To live a parallel life

My creations are often about me and my every day life but in truth they depict a parallel life. I have enjoyed exploring my past as a girl/young woman in that parallel life. I passed many of my experiences through night cafes ai experiencing one shock of recognition after another when the images came through: that’s exactly who I would have been if Siobhan was at the surface instead of hidden away. AI seems to guess what my hairstyle and fashion choices would have been in those years. And the less altered the images were, the more true they were to me, the deeper the pain. That could/should have been/was me. A while back I shifted to depicting me in the future where Siobhan comes to the surface. People here have asked why if I am 50 the images of Siobhan are often older- this is why. I prefer to look forward now than to dwell on a past where she has been hidden. Fifty years to look back on but so many more years to come. She's not out yet but will be one day....