LOST PLACE ME. Part II 2nd edition

A poem by @spacy

I tried to do it right,

But failed.

Horrible mistakes,

Letting me end up,

With my face in the dirt,

More than once. I am not a good person

They are,

Not just a memory,

Dark evil forces,

They put me in chains,

It's not over yet,

They want to consume me,

They want to take everything,

Even the few what's left,

They want me to wrap these chains around my neck,

Until I fade. Chains of evil

The other ones,

They leave the chains on me,

Because of wisdom,

Want me to understand,

I have to change.

The transformation - painful, And I deserve it.

A treatment can hurt,

Even if it's for better,

But it's the most beautiful pain, When the illness is dying.

Chains of love

And I know, Both chains, Both sides, Are not the same.

I am waiting for grace,

But it all depends on me, how this will end